true friendship

A friend will ask to hangout and wait, but a true friend will insist until it actually happens.

A friend will listen to your stories, but a true friend will give you feedback.

A friend will tell you she is there for you, but a true friend will show up.

The difference between a friend and a real friend is that he/she will tell you when things go wrong, he/she will help you fix what is broken or what isn’t right, he's/she’s not afraid to hurt your feelings since you gave her a special part in your heart.  The difference between a friend and a real friend is that he/she will straight up tell you in your face what you are doing is stupid or useless and because he's/she’s the one that said it, it doesn’t hurt you it actually makes you stronger. And when he/she gives you a compliment or positive feedback or even when he/she is your wingman it makes it even better because he/she has your back and you have his/hers. All is well.

You know when you have a real friend is when you can be crazy and say whatever you want and feel like idiots. It’s when you’re able to cry or laugh, it’s when you put your confidence in that friendship.

Its when you don't care what others might think.

Who knows

Ok so i figured its been a whille since i wrote hey? haha well i really dont know what to write...so ill just yack about anything in this one? ok um...lets see. ok i have an idea...ill just tell you what i want in a guy...like my dream guy :) ok good plan.
So i need him to be funny of course, i want him to be able to come up with the cheesiest moments sometimes and do the randomest things together so he needs an imagination too lol. Like on valentines day i like origami flowers instead of real ones you know, for me its the little things that counts, of course the big ones too but its more special for me when its the little things :) .He needs to be able to just drop what he's doing sometimes and just leave with me. um i would like him attractive haha of course. um he needs to be fit maybe? like not huge but in shape. ok i would like him smart because hes the one bringing home the bacon hey?! hahaha of course ill be working too but hes the man of the house! he needs to have brains to figure things out with me. ok annnd i would greatly appreciate if he could have some sort of musical talent...like the guitar...piano? definitly voice please. Most important i need him to be a worthy priestood holder, so I would like him to be a return missionary,  yes please. I would like him taller than me. Please i want him to love chilldren, because i love children haha. ok well i would love it if he could cook, because one day i will be pregnant and i would like to relax sometimes and have a nice lil surprise from him that he made dinner :) awee yes. So my list is getting a little big so I'll just stop there because noone is perfect. But here's the thing, ppl always write lists of what they want in their lover...but we should try to be our very best for the one we want... :) ok Toodle Blog lovers.

bad day?

We've all had bad days i supposed. But let me tell you about my day.
I wake up rather early (10am) for going to bed at 4:30am. First thing i did was went to my grandparents to water their plants, well that took about 45 minutes. Then i went back home and sat for about 5 minutes and started writting to my big sister when my dad wanted me to come downstairs. So i quickly changed load in the washing machine and the dryer and sat down in the living room. He then started getting mad at my sister and me on how we dont have a job and how all we seem to do is nothing. We'll I've been looking for a job since April and let me tell you I am still looking for one. It is harder than you think, especially for me since i seem to have a curse for jobs. So it took about 1 hr maybe more to try to tell my dad to trust me and let me make my descision since its about my future right. He understood, after many screaming moments, crying and quiet moments but we are on good terms again. I know he loves me and I understand where he is coming from, but with all the stress, I can't do it all right now. I need time to think so i decided to just watch a movie by myself today since i was home alone. After my movie i felt good enough to hang out with friends so i went to get my things and i could not find my keys...i looked everywhere...take a wild guess where they were...well are. in the van. ya LOCKED. ok so that means i cant use the car to go hang out. that means i cant use the car to go into town and go job hunting. that means i cant use the car to surprise my friend tomorrow (of which i cant seem to hangout hangout with him cuz were always busy at different times so i was going to surprise him at work or at home when he was done work) but no i cant cuz the keys are in  the van. oh wait that means that i cant use the car to go to the temple tomorrow...oh so now my dad has to drive all the way from waterton to home to pick me up and bring me to the temple...wow Myriam...get a brain.

Just be yourself

Those who mind dont matter and those who matter dont mind. just be yourself.

Judging

Don't Judge Pudge and Don't Hate Tate.
Why do people judge? It drives me insane...nuts! It is not someones place to decided and throw they life into it. Noone is perfect, obvisouly! So noone should judge the other because they aren't the ones to judge. I have lost so many friends from people judging me and honestly it is the worst because then noone actually knows what happened since everyone decides to interpret it in their own ways... and they hate you. If you really want to know something you wont listen to rumors and gossip since it most likely got modified. And you know something? It hurts, let me tell you, it hurts! Noone likes having their friends turn away from them and start stories about them...especially false ones...but hey that just proves something for ya...they are not your friends. friend will stay with you whether youve been an idiot or if youre just being yourself, for real. So here's the truth, people will make mistakes. Some bigger than others. You're job is to not judge them and to love them even more. People need love, not hate. Stay strong, forgive, and love.
Just love

Shadows And Regrets

Shadows And Regrets

I'm back, back in town
and everything has changed
I feel, feel let down
The faces stay the same
I see, see shadows
Of who we used to be
When I drive, drive so slow
Through this memory

When we were only kids
And we were best of friends
And we hoped for the best
And let go of the rest

I heard, heard myself
Say things I'd take back
If I could, could retell
And make these stories last
I see, see shadows
Of who we'll always be
And I drive, drive these roads
That made our memories

When we were only kids
And we were best of friends
And we hoped for the best
And let go of the rest
Shadows and regrets
Let go of the rest

Everything has changed
Faces stay the same
Everything has changed
Faces stay the same

When we were only kids
And our time couldn't end
And how tall did we stand?
With the world in our hands

And we were only kids
And we were best of friends
And we hoped for the best
And let go of the rest

Shadows and regrets
We let go of the rest
Shadows and Regrets
We let go of the rest

Lyrics...voices

Parachute. Oh my im in love :/ again. When he sings, something inside me calms down and i know everything everything will be alright. Someone else, one of my friend, can actually do that too. When Parachute sings, man.... I just love his lyrics and his stories and his VOICE. ok so listen to this one...and look at him...wows... :) ok peace out homes.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lXqYw_II6Pc&NR=1&feature=fvwp

Music

What does it mean to you? What kind of music do you like? You see to me it is so important to have music. I listen to music when I run, when I shower (when people in my house dont mind of course haha) and when I take walks and especially when i am driving or just in my room. But one of my favorite times are when i make music with my friends or when they perform for me. You understand? haha I love music. But here's the thing, i dont just listen to one style... I listen to all, almost. Country, Rap, Oldies, Acoustic, Indie, Screemo, Chill, Hip-Hop, RnB, Classical, Rock.... Music to me is young or old individuals expressing their opinions or feelings. It is a way of expressing eachothers feelings, taking you back to a moment in life or making a new memory. Remembering the good times and sadly the bad times too. It is some sort of motivation that whatever the mood you are in, there is a song about you and how you feel in that very moment. Creepy hey? I love how inspiration comes to people and how someone can just write what they feel and sing about it. I have tried that and you know... I can only write the lyrics, or i can only write the melody but for some odd reason i cant seem yo put them together. i can never finish it, atleast. It takes talent to do such things, and determination too actually. It's funny because when I listen to music, it feels like i know them, the people making it. It makes me love them and understand what is happening even if we live half a world away or not. Here's a song I was just listening to.  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nKiiNq72040&feature=relmfu
And now listen to this...oh my :) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ah6_JKmGQyY&feature=related
Just love

Blind

All I Need Is a Miracle
The boy whispered, "God, speak to me."
And a bird sang
and the boy said, "I cant hear you."
and thunder roared
and the boy cried, "God let me see you."
and a star shone
but the boy did not see.
and the boy yelled, "God perform a miracle."
and a baby was born
but the boy did not know.
so the boy got angry and screamed, "God let me know you are near."
So God bend down and touched the boy on the shoulder and the boy brushed the butterfly from his shoulder and walked away.

Do we sometimes take life for granted? Do we expect to much and get blinded from our pride? Are we sometimes blind and forget to see the beauty around us? We should never forget the beauty around us that Heavenly Father has provided for us. Let us always be thankful and live our lives happyly and also by counting our many blessings and letting go of what has hurt us in the past.

 Just love.

Best friends

I have a real nice friend, yap i call him Renold or Fruitloops on my phone...but thats not his real name. I've actually seen him many times before we met. but its funny cuz he wouldnt talk to me. I dont know why, well maybe i do. It wasnt till, hmm april i think it was, that he decided to shake off the false rumors about me and find out for himself. well im sure glad he did cuz now we are very good friends :) . I have the best talks with him actually, noone can top those. I've been dying to go on a date but no guys are asking me, so he asked me...and you know what we did? we sat outside in a park, up a lil hill in a gasibo (however we spell that) and talked for 2-3 hrs...around there. then we got glow sticks and cracked them open and painted the watermelon and threw it high up from a train track we climbed to. Then we got some yummyliscious icecream and ATE IT. it was actually such a great night. I know it sounds like just a normal day, but i enjoyed it. If anyone is actually reading this, which i doubt anyone is, friends are so important to me. I dont know what i would do if i didnt have friends. It is such a blessing for me to have company like that, even to a crazy girl like me thats all over the place but independent. So take care of those you have, and dont stop making friends because there is always some in need of comfort, one day it might be you. Love

Workin?

So heres the story. I had a new job 2 weeks ago. You know at first i thought it was sweet and i was having a blast...meeting new people... making food... being away from my house....but then something horrible showed up. SWEARING. ugh how much i despise swearing... Why do people swear? Where did it all come from? At first i tried not to listen and pay attention but then it got worse...they used bad language in every stinkin' sentences...how can someone do that?!? how is that even possible. Do they have nothing to say so they decided "hey ill just use this word now". its totally random and useless. Like seriously connect with me for one or two seconds. Ill just change the swears into random words...." hey dude! shes microphone hot!" or " Gurrrrl you gotta stop throwing printers on me" ?? how does that make sense...It doesnt... thats what swears do...they dont make sense but then it affects ur brain immensly and youre stuck like this and so miseable. But then thats not it...they then started playing dirty songs...and when i say dirty i mean nasty wasty ! I honestly did not know someone could say something this horrible to and about someone and do things to them...? gross. and now im a victim...it was shoved in my head when i did not want it to get in so i was debaiting on quitting and just bring headphones and listen to my own music, i was considering it....but then the worst came and snuck up on me one night. They mocked me for my religion. Let me remind you where we live...We live in a free country, Canada...i am allowed. Yes i am LDS, a mormon. I dont care if you call me fat. i dont care if you call me hideous. I dont care if you say i cant talk cuz im French. I dont care if you think im too white. I wouldnt care less if you called me a freak. But one thing i do mind. Do not mock me for my religion. It is my belief. I stand tall for what i have come to know. I found out for myself and i have felt it. I love the gospel and i am proud to be LDS. so i quit. 3 negatives...it was time to go, and here i am out in the world looking for another job haha...itll come, i know it.