Lost?

Do you ever feel lost? You wake up and you look around and feel like something is missing? Or go to bed at night and feel so empty? Do you ever sit down a minute and try to figure out why you are so lost? All the sudden there are so many questions. What do I really want to do for the rest of my life? What do I see myself doing. Who do I really want to be with. What do I need to do before I die? Am I ready for the future? Will I be ready for my own little juniors one day? Or just simple ones, do I really want to eat this? Do I really want to do this... I dont have an answer do any of those. I dont have an answer... Do you ever feel like you've lost your chance sometimes? You're chance at proving yourself or others specific things? Life goes by so fast that it's left me blank, it's all changing with high speed. Here's another question... Are you sometimes so tired that you want to stop time and just lay there for a while and do nothing?? How about you're tired and you're so excited to go to bed so you get ready and jump in, say your prayers and close your eyes but all the sudden you don't want to sleep because it gives you back memories that you would prefer not think about so you try to find a different position or get out of bed. That shouldn't happen, but it's happening.
Random question: Have you realised that the people you get attached the most to and end up being such good friends are the ones that are leaving? Why does that happen. It's honestly the worst for me because I get attached.

Growing up perhaps

So here's the thing. Life goes by TO fast. Here you are, a toddler, playing and whinning with eachother. Everyday is a perfect day. If something bad happends, who cares you're back in the game in a minute or two! Everything is so magical and you think Mommy can do anything! And Daddy can fix anything. Your parents always have the answers to everything and you always stand so amazed! Crazy hey? Then you grow a little and go to school, you start to read and write and you know how to count. Man now you really think your grownup since you can go potty and tie your shoes aswell all by yourself! But then something odd happens. Early teenage years. Everything is changing so fast! Your attitude is getting a little rude, your hormones are doing funny things, your body and voice is changing as you try to stay focussed. All the sudden, in a flash you don't want anything to do with your parents. All the sudden they're to weird to be seen around them. Why? They love you! Dont they still have the answers? Wouldnt you think they do? Funny how fast you can change your opinion on someone you love...or loved? Then you are in high School and man theres a lot of hot boys (or girls) and now its all about competition. You need to be the best and you need to impress to get the hot shot. What the heck? Why ? Why cant they all just understant and learn to just be themselves. it would make EVERYTHING so much more easier for everyone. Then in grade 11 or 12 you start to come back to your parents because you've realised you've missed them. Every time someone brakes your heart or problems come you realise, well i hope you do, that you need your parents. so you talk to your mom or dad and grow closer to them. You then realise how much you love them and wonder what happened. It's rather simple. You're growing up. You try things on your own, its normal. but i ask one thing. Come back to your parents. You dont need to be like a child and become useless without them , but hey I dare you to be their friend! It's the best! i honestly love it, i laugh and cry the hardest with them.Just try :) They love you, no matter what.