Ok you guys...I have creeps and stalkers AGAIN! wow, how good is my luck... I cant get a gorgeous, nice, straight guy to like me, instead I get the Hot jerks or the Creepy stalkers slash obsessers...
1. There's this guy thats like what i dont know ten years older than me I think and he's totally ALWAYS on the lookout to find me...im not kidding. And when he finds me (let me tell you) he does NOT let me go...He says the same thing over and over again like on sunday he kept complimenting me on my shoes...not twice or three times...SEVEN FREAKIN TIMES...ok boy enough is enough dont you think? i know you like my shoes...but i dont think thats what you are trying to say... k heres a tip...if you like a girl, make conversation and DONT REPEAT. oh ya thats not it. he keeps following me, trying to get close to me. Tip #2. when a girl keeps moving away, it is not an invitation to move closer...it means leave me alone, youre creeping me out or leave me alone im not interested. tip #3. if she doesnt look at you while talking to you and making small talk...walk away and stop coming back to talk to her, she is NOT interested. its that simple. youre creeping her out or annoying her. so back to my story now. i went to this dance on friday and he showed up to following me everywhere and then here comes a slow song...im avoiding him... BOOM he found me...asks me to dance...i dont want to and usually im pretty nice and i never no...but i couldnt. I cant give him the wrong idea because it takes almost nothing to give him the wrong idea and i dont want him close to me. well the last dance he catches me while i was talking to someone, trying to avoid him and trying to dance with my friend when he interupts me and asks me to dance...DUDE IM ALREADY DANCING!! this is not a movie and you are not the love of my life. and then when the song is over, you know i let go and walk away while he follows me... i try to walk away and talk to other ppl, nope hes still following me talking to me... what the heck is wrong with him? he does not understand vibes very well. then I finally ignore him (im sorry i know this osunds rude but it got to point that was really akward) and well you know what he did? I quote "ok well it was nice thank you myriam!...Thanks myriam!... ok bye myriam!...myriam! MYRIAM!! BYE MYRIAM!!! OK MYRAIM BY IM LEAVING!! BY MYRIAM!!" "ok bye!" ok BOY i heard the first time... He loves me, he somehow knows everything about me...while i dont even know his name... he finds me EVERYTIME... yes i think that qualifies for a stalker.
2. He is totally new here in the ward and in front of everyone, randomly, asks my name . so i tell him Blah blah blah. then he asks me where im from...so i tell him... he then asks me out...in front of everyone...ya did i mention in front of everyone? well what am i supposed to say? "actually no i cant, im not interested i kinda have my heart set on someone else" no thats rude and im starting to feel that the guy i supposidly like doesnt like me back so Im starting to lose hope so i cant use that line because im contradicting myself. so i tell him yes. i give him my number because hes asking in front of everyone... oh surprise surprise he called me FIVE times yesterday... in less than 4hrs... oooookayyyy... thats a little but obsessive... oh and when i go home to check my facebook he found me? oh and wrote me a message... ok boy...no back off please. you seem really nice but you just ruined it for me... tip #4. yes its nice to chase a girl and let her know you like her...but let her chase you too...we like it too.
3. random 35 year old?? wont stop talking to me...telling me im beautiful...telling me i have beautiful eyes...telling me i should be a model...telling me i have a beautiful accent...telling me he wants to travel with me....telling me he will pay for eveything i need...telling me that he wants to be my boyfriend....telling me that he really thinks that he should be #1 in my heart...tip#5. compliments are GREAT but dont over do it... Cheesyness is funny....but dont over do it and dont be serious when doing it! Geeze Guys! take it easy!! Dont jump in it!!
Theyre sufficating me...i am so sick of guys right now that I dont even know how i feel about the guy i like... I dont even know if i should even like him because i actually dont know how he freakin feels about me!! Heck i can get any guy BUT the one i possibly would like. this is messed up and i am not at all enjoying this. If i get another guy this week i just might explode.
Well its just that time for me to hibernate...goodnight and see ya soon
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
aloha
Hello :)
well let me tell you about my day how about.
So.
I woke up totally unmotivated this morning and really wanted to stay in bed but non the less i got up (or more down the ladder) and got ready for the day...sorta. I got dressed, ate and headed straight to the car. then i did my make-up and today for some reason was so hard to do it because it was so BUMPY in the CAR ugh it drove me insane lol. then after Roxanne went to work i headed to my dads work and watched him teach little kindergardners french :) oh my it was the cutest thing!! It made me excited for when I will have kids of my own :) then it ws 11:54 all the sudden and this ment i needed to leave so I could make my way to Cosco! yes fellow bloggers i had an interview!! and I took a test! and guess what !! i scored 93% on the test!! YAHOO! thank you, thank you, thank you very much! so then I went to pick my lovely cousin Maddie and we went to Moddest is Hottest (follow them on Facebook! theyve got cuuuuute clothes!!) and then I dropped her off at her school and went back to my dads work and just watched him again teach. He's quite the man my father. and then I just went home. So now here I am at home writting... but for some reason i am feeling super duper dizzy. Maybe im over-tired but i cant go to sleep just yet!! 1 its 8:10 and 2 i need to go to my friends surprise party i am trying to plan but NOONE is communicating!! wish me luck.
well let me tell you about my day how about.
So.
I woke up totally unmotivated this morning and really wanted to stay in bed but non the less i got up (or more down the ladder) and got ready for the day...sorta. I got dressed, ate and headed straight to the car. then i did my make-up and today for some reason was so hard to do it because it was so BUMPY in the CAR ugh it drove me insane lol. then after Roxanne went to work i headed to my dads work and watched him teach little kindergardners french :) oh my it was the cutest thing!! It made me excited for when I will have kids of my own :) then it ws 11:54 all the sudden and this ment i needed to leave so I could make my way to Cosco! yes fellow bloggers i had an interview!! and I took a test! and guess what !! i scored 93% on the test!! YAHOO! thank you, thank you, thank you very much! so then I went to pick my lovely cousin Maddie and we went to Moddest is Hottest (follow them on Facebook! theyve got cuuuuute clothes!!) and then I dropped her off at her school and went back to my dads work and just watched him again teach. He's quite the man my father. and then I just went home. So now here I am at home writting... but for some reason i am feeling super duper dizzy. Maybe im over-tired but i cant go to sleep just yet!! 1 its 8:10 and 2 i need to go to my friends surprise party i am trying to plan but NOONE is communicating!! wish me luck.
Monday, November 21, 2011
bored one night
once apon a time i was bored one night and didnt want to go out so i sat there in my kitchen writting random poems that dont make sense? haha here they are.
i really dont like dried dates but we could have a debate. see the thing with a mate is that he never will date because hes never been to NATE. he could create a fear of hate and it just is fate but thats because he actually never ate. theres the gate.
the water is clear, wonderful and near, it makes me wanna throw a sphere because of my fear. The dear didnt drink beer, because he forgot his gear but you might consider me queer all for a tear. look out for the frontier!
hola Senirito. pass the Dorito. could i have a Borito? Mucho. I love to play Yoyo. but hate to see Frodo. this is a big No-No considering he doesnt have a Fro. finally i want a Beau and perhaps a Bow too, well see which one will Go and live life from that moment on Yo.
what is the time? i heard it has a chyme but my mom said it was just a mime. what happened to the dime that was sitting in the lime? does that even rhyme? thats not a crime thats sublime! have you ever seen slime? you can see it when you climb up top through the clime.
haha i know none of these even make sense, but it was so much fun writting them pahaha goodnight
i really dont like dried dates but we could have a debate. see the thing with a mate is that he never will date because hes never been to NATE. he could create a fear of hate and it just is fate but thats because he actually never ate. theres the gate.
the water is clear, wonderful and near, it makes me wanna throw a sphere because of my fear. The dear didnt drink beer, because he forgot his gear but you might consider me queer all for a tear. look out for the frontier!
hola Senirito. pass the Dorito. could i have a Borito? Mucho. I love to play Yoyo. but hate to see Frodo. this is a big No-No considering he doesnt have a Fro. finally i want a Beau and perhaps a Bow too, well see which one will Go and live life from that moment on Yo.
what is the time? i heard it has a chyme but my mom said it was just a mime. what happened to the dime that was sitting in the lime? does that even rhyme? thats not a crime thats sublime! have you ever seen slime? you can see it when you climb up top through the clime.
haha i know none of these even make sense, but it was so much fun writting them pahaha goodnight
Thursday, November 17, 2011
Venting
Today im missing my good friend a lot. i know this is poor english but im tired and want to go to sleep but i wanted to blog before i do so. Let me share some memories and my opinion. I get little flash backs sometimes during the day and night about what he said or did. I keep remembering that he sang me a song on the last night we were together and it was pretty cute, he told me "its a love song myriam" lol its called Brand New Colony by Postal Service. Listen to the acoustic version, i prefer that one, and he played it acoustic.
I also remember when he jokingly proposed to me. It was completely random but cute. He has been staring at me for about 5minutes in the car and just randomly said "Myriam, will you marry me?" of course I was shocked and so confused so I said "of course not im 18! why would you want to marry me?" and he smiled at me saying "because i want our kids to know french" woah our kids? now i was even more confused haha but i looked at him and i said, "alright , lets give it a shot, lets get married when you come back" but that just made him more excited so cute. I ended up teaching him french for 5hrs ... this is not an exaggeration haha. i taught him how to say "get in the car, get out the car, i love you, i hate you, please, im just kidding, thank you, why and because" haha. Then couple weeks after, thinking he totally forgot about that night he was talking to our good friend Reid and was talking to him about OUR kids... then he looks at me and tells Reid to wait and walks over to me and asks me in a whispering tone " can Reid be the Godfather of our kids?" hahaha i couldnt believe it, he actually remembered so of course i laughed and said "of course! haha".
On time i went to his house with Reid, again (im used to always be with him :) hes great i love him to death) but our ride never got to his house, so we stuck at his house! it wasnt bad at all considering we both love him. so i sat there listening to those two clowns singing and playing the guitar like true musicians, theyre great. the it was 11pm! the mom was tired so we went downstairs for family prayer... which then became a fmaily hug...including reid and i...uh oh...my ring got caught in his moms sweater!! so i couldnt let go of her! hahaha it was so embrassing because the dad was in between the mom and i so it looked like i didnt want to let go of them and have a longer hug...oh my hahahaha was i embarassed. and then he wanted to go to sleep so he asked me to sing him a song and tell him a bed time story lol so i did. he was so adorable, paying complete attention and just looking straight at me. hes a keeper.
so this one might not even mean anything to oyu but i keep thinking about it for some reason, its really a simple story. one time we were climbing building with some of my friends, and if you know me then you know that i am scared of hights unless there is a ladder attached to the building, in which in this case there isnt. so here we are all on that building, i think someone boosted me up there, obviously i wasnt thinking on how i would get down. anywho after being up there for about 5 minutes everyone decided to get down and jump... ohhhhhh there was no way that i was going to jump!!!! or even get down gently!! i was terrified and there was noone else there with me...in the dark...somewhere i was not used to... so here i am calling for my friends to come help me down (i know i sound childish but still) and noone was coming! what kind of friend did i have?! all the sudden hes coming, kinda running toward the building telling me to jump. he said he was going to catch me...ya right!! so of course i told him i was not going to jump!! i was way to scared. you wanna know what he did? he said "ok dont move i'm coming up there and helping you down!" i was even more scared!! thinking he was going to throw me down!! but no he got up there, told me everything was going to be alright and he just sat there behind/ by me. he told me the plan and gave me all the perpectives and views. so he held me and gently put me down, while nikora was there to hold me down aswell, but from the bottom. alright now THAT is a real friend. trying to feel how i feel and fixing the situation. I love him for that moment. it was seemed like nothing to everyone else, but to me i knew someone cared.
well this is it for tonight, plus considering noone is actually reading this. goodnight my imaginary bloggers. until next time.
I also remember when he jokingly proposed to me. It was completely random but cute. He has been staring at me for about 5minutes in the car and just randomly said "Myriam, will you marry me?" of course I was shocked and so confused so I said "of course not im 18! why would you want to marry me?" and he smiled at me saying "because i want our kids to know french" woah our kids? now i was even more confused haha but i looked at him and i said, "alright , lets give it a shot, lets get married when you come back" but that just made him more excited so cute. I ended up teaching him french for 5hrs ... this is not an exaggeration haha. i taught him how to say "get in the car, get out the car, i love you, i hate you, please, im just kidding, thank you, why and because" haha. Then couple weeks after, thinking he totally forgot about that night he was talking to our good friend Reid and was talking to him about OUR kids... then he looks at me and tells Reid to wait and walks over to me and asks me in a whispering tone " can Reid be the Godfather of our kids?" hahaha i couldnt believe it, he actually remembered so of course i laughed and said "of course! haha".
On time i went to his house with Reid, again (im used to always be with him :) hes great i love him to death) but our ride never got to his house, so we stuck at his house! it wasnt bad at all considering we both love him. so i sat there listening to those two clowns singing and playing the guitar like true musicians, theyre great. the it was 11pm! the mom was tired so we went downstairs for family prayer... which then became a fmaily hug...including reid and i...uh oh...my ring got caught in his moms sweater!! so i couldnt let go of her! hahaha it was so embrassing because the dad was in between the mom and i so it looked like i didnt want to let go of them and have a longer hug...oh my hahahaha was i embarassed. and then he wanted to go to sleep so he asked me to sing him a song and tell him a bed time story lol so i did. he was so adorable, paying complete attention and just looking straight at me. hes a keeper.
so this one might not even mean anything to oyu but i keep thinking about it for some reason, its really a simple story. one time we were climbing building with some of my friends, and if you know me then you know that i am scared of hights unless there is a ladder attached to the building, in which in this case there isnt. so here we are all on that building, i think someone boosted me up there, obviously i wasnt thinking on how i would get down. anywho after being up there for about 5 minutes everyone decided to get down and jump... ohhhhhh there was no way that i was going to jump!!!! or even get down gently!! i was terrified and there was noone else there with me...in the dark...somewhere i was not used to... so here i am calling for my friends to come help me down (i know i sound childish but still) and noone was coming! what kind of friend did i have?! all the sudden hes coming, kinda running toward the building telling me to jump. he said he was going to catch me...ya right!! so of course i told him i was not going to jump!! i was way to scared. you wanna know what he did? he said "ok dont move i'm coming up there and helping you down!" i was even more scared!! thinking he was going to throw me down!! but no he got up there, told me everything was going to be alright and he just sat there behind/ by me. he told me the plan and gave me all the perpectives and views. so he held me and gently put me down, while nikora was there to hold me down aswell, but from the bottom. alright now THAT is a real friend. trying to feel how i feel and fixing the situation. I love him for that moment. it was seemed like nothing to everyone else, but to me i knew someone cared.
well this is it for tonight, plus considering noone is actually reading this. goodnight my imaginary bloggers. until next time.
Saturday, November 12, 2011
My day?
Ok let me tell you all the GORY details of my day yesterday. So it was Friday morning, I woke up at 8:30 but then slept till 9am and woke up scared to death thinking I woke up to late...which i did... so I had to brush my teeth, put on marscara and pee at the same time. it was lovely. then put some pants and a shirt and SLICK my hair back at the same time as well. Yes I was a doll yesterday ;) JOKES haha. So then I get my sister and we leave for work because she had to start before I did. I stayed at her work till Noon, reading a great book! It's about healing ourselves, and its the Authors story because he was blind. It's really good and I love reading it. anyway so then its noon and I was sick and tired of being at her work so I left and went to my work. I sat there at the mall on the couches and just watched people. Some people were funny like I saw an older lady walk towards me with a smile so I said hello and she said "You look mighty comfortable there on that couch!" haha I was! on the other hand some people gave me the BAD look and some walked right on me!!! rude i know!! like can't they see me?? on the couch?? of course they could see me they looked straight at me lol. Ok now comes the weird part of my day.... EW you guys!!! I saw...a lady...give her boyfriend...a handjob!!! EWWW! At the MALL!...STANDING UP!! WALKING!! I know this is disgusting.... I was quite disgusted myself lol. All the sudden it is 1oclock so I go to work and when I walk-in my work buddies are stapling their foreheads...and arms...and hands... weird i know. haha anywho my day was so busy at work that time sped through SO FAST and all the sudden it was 5pm and my shift was over. so I go to my sisters work Yet Again. Then my friend comes and picks me up and we go to his house and eat a good sandwich and just talk for couple hours. it was actually pretty fun! oh he has a fish tank! I LOVE FISH TANKS WITH FISHIES IN IT AND SEA CREATURES . so we named them...well i did, he didnt really care haha. and then i went home and just went to bed. What a lovely day that was. It's funny because my day was so busy that it made me miss my good friend Weston. What a great guy he is. If you know him then you totally know what I mean, if not then I'm sorry you never got the chance to meet him. He has a good spirit and when he comes home you need to meet him! he's tons of fun. Good night world xx
Thursday, November 3, 2011
Christmas
Ok first of all while reading this, listen to this song :) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GHDfwVhI9jw&feature=related
Ok Christmas...Wow what a beautiful Holiday!! Mistletoes, cuddling, warm heavy blankets, warm fire, good smellin home, food everywhere, and best of all your love ones all around together having nothing to complain about. We all have our reasons to celebrate Christmas, and we all have our traditions. It's time to go play outside all day in the snow, snowboarding, sledding or just simple snow angels and caves. It's that time of year that you can get away by doing nothing and just reading books for hours, comfortably, comtemplating. It's that time that it's ok to hibernate and wake up so relaxed. You wake up in the morning, so cozy and warm in your bed, you wouldnt complain am i right? It's time to get up, as you slowly take the covers off you, you feel a gentle but fearce breeze but all is well because youll just put a sweater and slippers to replace your blanket, or most of the time you walk around with your blanket still! You still have that smile across your face, the excitment in your heart, and the songs stuck in your head haha. There's no reason to be unhappy at that time of year... except for one thing. Who are you spending it with? It is your family? your friends? your love?? or all the above perhaps?! As you grew up you always spend it with family! everyone united perhaps or it was kept simple with only your siblings and parents. As you grow up you want to include your friends so plan a day or few hours to see them and giggle and laugh and eat all you can before its over. But then something changes...people fall in love...either youre the one that fell in love and got lucky and had the other fall in love with you too. Ah it cant get better hey?! You got all you need!! but what if your not that person...what youve been wanting someone to spend it with but havent had the luck or the time to find him/her. This year it will be different for me... My sister is now married and has her eternal love. My brother will have his girlfriend with him at all times also...my parents of course still have eachother after 25 beautiful years....It leaves Roxanne and I. Jokes lets be real there is always multiple guys after Roxanne so she will get the attention she is wanting...but what about me? Ive been ok all these years because i happen to love being Cupid and joining people together...but right now I would love to have someone to have, for once i would love a chance. Dont get me wrong I am not rushing things or pushing or forcing anything, im just saying maybe its time to give this girl a chance to love. :) Well see what happens yall. time will only tell
Ok Christmas...Wow what a beautiful Holiday!! Mistletoes, cuddling, warm heavy blankets, warm fire, good smellin home, food everywhere, and best of all your love ones all around together having nothing to complain about. We all have our reasons to celebrate Christmas, and we all have our traditions. It's time to go play outside all day in the snow, snowboarding, sledding or just simple snow angels and caves. It's that time of year that you can get away by doing nothing and just reading books for hours, comfortably, comtemplating. It's that time that it's ok to hibernate and wake up so relaxed. You wake up in the morning, so cozy and warm in your bed, you wouldnt complain am i right? It's time to get up, as you slowly take the covers off you, you feel a gentle but fearce breeze but all is well because youll just put a sweater and slippers to replace your blanket, or most of the time you walk around with your blanket still! You still have that smile across your face, the excitment in your heart, and the songs stuck in your head haha. There's no reason to be unhappy at that time of year... except for one thing. Who are you spending it with? It is your family? your friends? your love?? or all the above perhaps?! As you grew up you always spend it with family! everyone united perhaps or it was kept simple with only your siblings and parents. As you grow up you want to include your friends so plan a day or few hours to see them and giggle and laugh and eat all you can before its over. But then something changes...people fall in love...either youre the one that fell in love and got lucky and had the other fall in love with you too. Ah it cant get better hey?! You got all you need!! but what if your not that person...what youve been wanting someone to spend it with but havent had the luck or the time to find him/her. This year it will be different for me... My sister is now married and has her eternal love. My brother will have his girlfriend with him at all times also...my parents of course still have eachother after 25 beautiful years....It leaves Roxanne and I. Jokes lets be real there is always multiple guys after Roxanne so she will get the attention she is wanting...but what about me? Ive been ok all these years because i happen to love being Cupid and joining people together...but right now I would love to have someone to have, for once i would love a chance. Dont get me wrong I am not rushing things or pushing or forcing anything, im just saying maybe its time to give this girl a chance to love. :) Well see what happens yall. time will only tell
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
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