Christmas

Ok first of all while reading this, listen to this song :) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GHDfwVhI9jw&feature=related

Ok Christmas...Wow what a beautiful Holiday!! Mistletoes, cuddling, warm heavy blankets, warm fire, good smellin home, food everywhere, and best of all your love ones all around together having nothing to complain about. We all have our reasons to celebrate Christmas, and we all have our traditions. It's time to go play outside all day in the snow, snowboarding, sledding or just simple snow angels and caves. It's that time of year that you can get away by doing nothing and just reading books for hours, comfortably, comtemplating. It's that time that it's ok to hibernate and wake up so relaxed. You wake up in the morning, so cozy and warm in your bed, you wouldnt complain am i right? It's time to get up, as you slowly take the covers off you, you feel a gentle but fearce breeze but all is well because youll just put a sweater and slippers to replace your blanket, or most of the time you walk around with your blanket still! You still have that smile across your face, the excitment in your heart, and the songs stuck in your head haha. There's no reason to be unhappy at that time of year... except for one thing. Who are you spending it with? It is your family? your friends? your love?? or all the above perhaps?! As you grew up you always spend it with family! everyone united perhaps or it was kept simple with only your siblings and parents. As you grow up you want to include your friends so plan a day or few hours to see them and giggle and laugh and eat all you can before its over. But then something changes...people fall in love...either youre the one that fell in love and got lucky and had the other fall in love with you too. Ah it cant get better hey?! You got all you need!! but what if your not that person...what youve been wanting someone to spend it with but havent had the luck or the time to find him/her. This year it will be different for me... My sister is now married and has her eternal love. My brother will have his girlfriend with him at all times also...my parents of course still have eachother after 25 beautiful years....It leaves Roxanne and I. Jokes lets be real there is always multiple guys after Roxanne so she will get the attention she is wanting...but what about me? Ive been ok all these years because i happen to love being Cupid and joining people together...but right now I would love to have someone to have, for once i would love a chance. Dont get me wrong I am not rushing things or pushing or forcing anything, im just saying maybe its time to give this girl a chance to love. :) Well see what happens yall. time will only tell