reminder

ok yall just a reminder that this website is not at all super serious. they are just my thoughts and sometimes not even formal. i consider it more like a journal.

Speedo!

how do you feel about speedos? Jokes im not gonna talk about speedos...but have you ever just been so busy in life that one day when youre finally sitting down doing nothing you realise that life has sped so fast ?! well that happened to me today. like 5minutes ago!! so ok here you are in the womb and mom has mixed feelings about you ( they dont say it but they feel it) They love to death! and they love feeling you inside them and having excuses to eat just a lil more but at the same time you are hurting them!! youre taking lots of place in her and she kinda wants you to hurry up and grow so you can get out of her, but then she regrets that when that moment come and wishes she still had time to keep you inside but there you pushing your way out to see what kind of world is waiting for you after the womb! and of couse after youre out she loves you even more so really she loved you all along. but anyway back to the point. so then you grow up even faster and you want to keep growing and getting older so you can do big kid things. then junior high and high school speeds right through and there you are at your own ceremony trying to remember what you learned all these years. well then all the sudden summer is over...what the heck? what happened to all those all nighers and long parties?! you purposely partied everyday to keep it in and live the best summer of your life and all the sudden its time to grow up? well half of us go to school or the other half work until you know what you want to do. ok so now its Christmas!? What in the WORLD! how did that come? you know what its still august in my head for some reason. I work everyday (pretty much) and go to bed early and getup early to work out and go to work again. I barely have a social life right now and sooner or later itll be september and ill have no social life because I'll be in school for two years working as hard as i can. .. but you guys something scarier is going to happen... in 6months im going to be 19?! WHAT THE HECK! after 19 comes 20, then 21, then 22!! then 48! then 79!! then 83! then 94! why does life go by so fast!! i swear theres a number in between 18 and 19...it seems like its a big jump, at least for me it does. so to wrap this up here are my mottos you guy. We already grow old so why grow up?! Lets all remember to have fun and laugh during the work because there is NEVER time after the work is done.  Lets always live every moment and never live in the future or the past. Lets forget the bad memories and always make new ones. Done always hope for something better or something that will happen, just live and enjoy what you have for now. beautiful things will happen in the future for sure and disasters will too but hey enjoy what you have before it leaves.
Just love <3

spirit

Its funny how the spirit works during sacrament meeting. Here you are sitting on your hard seat (or if youre lucky then you got the comfy ones) just waiting patiently for sacrament to be over and listening attentively the people's testimonies so you can learn something new and refil your spirit with the Lords. All the sudden your heart starts to pound. so you sit in your seat a little nervous but still trying to listen to the testimonies. Wow youre really starting to feel the spirit so you hand start to shake and you have your heart pounding. uh oh the person just finished bearing their testimonies and all the sudden youre standing and walking to the pulpet?... well theres no backing out now!! if you turn around and sit down youll look like the biggest idiot there!! So you keep walking and Boom there you are standing in front of everyone. well now you totally forgot what to say, youre standing in front of everyone with nothing to say so you try to feel the spirit you had earlier and all the sudden youre saying things without even planning it. The Lord is speaking through you with things that you already knew but sometimes are realising it while saying it. Maybe you'll start to cry or have teary eyes or laugh and smile of joy. Its funny how the spirit works. well at least this is how it works sometimes